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So I'm putting aside my time with relationships to focus on school. I believe this is a healthy choice, and will do good for me. Hopefully things will all work out. 
Well, I'm going to be depressed for the next few days because, I thought I finally found a guy who was right for me, he made me feel so special. But then, of course, all guys ever want is sex. I'm 19, still and virgin, and definitely not ready for sex. He touched me inappropriately, and made me cry. The date ended well but he hasn't replied to my calls or texts. I'm assuming he doesn't want to see me anymore. I'm very down and depressed about it, but trying to recover. I could really use some hugs. I just hope my prince is out there somewhere. 
So for quite some time, I have dealt with self harm and suicidal thoughts. Ever since I started here at CCAD, life has been a lot easier on me. I'm working on a plan to stop cutting, and I can't really say that I have completely stopped, but I am working on it. I'm seeing a counselor once every week to talk about that, and anything else that may be going on. I've been reading back on old comment on here, and I am so surprised at how many people really care about me. So thanks you guys. I will continue to do what I am doing, and hopefully I will be completely recovered <3 
Add me on Facebook if you'd like c: I don't mind internet friends. My fb is Emily Szalkowski. 
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Doodles I did on my first day of illustration class. 
So I'm putting aside my time with relationships to focus on school. I believe this is a healthy choice, and will do good for me. Hopefully things will all work out. 


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I'm just a messed-up child who's lost in this little world inside her head.

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TheSunnyBunn Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Thank you for the favorite!Hug 
Lightsthroughshadow Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  Student Photographer
Thanks for the favs on Supergirl :)
kikielzinga Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for faving!!
There is much more art on the way! :happybounce: 

Btw, you're hair, style and art are AWESOMEEEE I am a dummy! 
eszalkowski229 Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Student Artist
thank you!
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You're very welcome!
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Thanks for the Watch!!! I really like being watched. Kinda weird. :P
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thanks for the fav! I'm diggin your artworkHeadbang! 
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